Hang in there. I\'m having a tough time too right now trying not to think of why he doesn\'t email/text/call anymore. I think it\'s his way to get me to cave first. That way he would have control. I tried the \"friend\" thing but it\'s become more work than the A was. Time to burn that bridge forever.
@clover - trust me, the \"friend\" thing is just another kind of prison. I tried it so many times. I had to burn the bridge. She texted me last week. I won\'t give her my soul this time. That is what replying does, it renders you at the mercy of the A again. Healing will only come once you\'ve walked far enough away from that bridge and have watched it burn from a distance. :) Stay strong Stuckfast, and Clover, it gets better. :D
\"Healing will only come once you\'ve walked far enough away from that bridge and have watched it burn from a distance\".. SO true. It\'s the hardest walk you\'ll ever take too, because your crazy mind feels like it\'s walking away from the only opportunity of true happiness you\'ll ever have.
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Hang in there. I\'m having a tough time too right now trying not to think of why he doesn\'t email/text/call anymore. I think it\'s his way to get me to cave first. That way he would have control. I tried the \"friend\" thing but it\'s become more work than the A was. Time to burn that bridge forever.
@clover - trust me, the \"friend\" thing is just another kind of prison. I tried it so many times. I had to burn the bridge. She texted me last week. I won\'t give her my soul this time. That is what replying does, it renders you at the mercy of the A again. Healing will only come once you\'ve walked far enough away from that bridge and have watched it burn from a distance. :) Stay strong Stuckfast, and Clover, it gets better. :D
\"Healing will only come once you\'ve walked far enough away from that bridge and have watched it burn from a distance\".. SO true. It\'s the hardest walk you\'ll ever take too, because your crazy mind feels like it\'s walking away from the only opportunity of true happiness you\'ll ever have.
Stuck... checking in on you. You doing ok?