Sorry I\'ve been gone

I have been gone awhile, and I feel bad, but there has been  so much going on in the family that it has been hard to get on the computer.  First off I was very sick and was off work for about a week.  Then my grand ma who has been in a nursing home for over 2 yrs too a turn for the worse and had many bad spells  which lead her in the hospital many times.  She is unable to talk, but my dad and her have their own way of communicating and she told him that she was tired and wanted to be let go.  So on March 24,  2009 she not doing well at all and ended up not making it.  She is know with my pap in heaven.  I had just got over being sick and was told I could visit her the next day, but she passed the night before.  I have been taking that part hard, but I know that she i in a better place.  I also have not been sleeping well and am going on  and 1/2 weeks with this.  the Dr has tried three med and this will be his 4Th that I will take tonight.  This is the worst I just have no energy and Aubrey is so active.  Aubrey is doing GREAT.  she is so smart and growing like a weed.  I cry when I think that she will be 15 months on the 19Th.  I have her Easter pics this week because we had to cancel them do to the funeral.  Her dress is so cute.  I have been teaching her to pick things up and put them in a basket.  I posted more pics which I down loaded so some of them are older.  I hope all is well for everyone and you are all in my prayers.