Sorry & Goodbye!!!!

 I wanted to come here and apologise to everyone for everything, for the lack of communication iva had with you, the fact that i've hurt you one way or another, for not being there for you, for being rude, for being selfish, for being the horrible person that i am.I've done it once again and this is the last time i can be so stupid, i cant take this anymore, people lie and people promise things they cant keep, why? i dont know because theres something wrong with me, something i cant see but others seem to be able to. Talking helps i've been told by so many people but all its done for me is make everything 10 times worse. I was a mistake, i shouldnt have been born i was never ment to be born and thats why i have no place on earth, i dont belong anywhere.I know alot of you are going to be angry,mad or upset with me, hurt in someway or another because of this and i am truely sorry for that but my time is up once and for all. I want so say a special Thank You and tell them how much i love them to:Aunty Robin, Hopeful0712Shelle, Bettybelle Jules, MedwayStacy, Sunflower20Mum, Jno4Deb, Darn  You guys have helped me tonnes and have been there for me, i love you all so much and i wish you all the best in life. Luvya All So Much,Becka, Ur Daughter, Sis, Neice, Friendxoxox