sorry folks, I have no internet at home anymore

Today I am out with my PSR, and I feel rather good, but not really too good.  What makes me understand more about my illness, is times like these.  This allows me to reflect on my mania and understand what it means.  Also, this leads me to the next subject, which is changing my mind about the personal responsibilities.  It seems that I struggle with understanding my intellect during mania.  I want to read and write a ton, as it is my outlet v. violent, which is no where near my personality.Oh well, what I think is that I need to consider just applying myself where and when I can, because after this comes a much more up and down roller coaster to achieve anything.  Oh well, see y'all when I get done sleeping.