Sorry about recent silence, my DS buddies

I apologize for not responding to all of your really helpful mssgs.  Thanks for hanging in there with me! You all know the routine - I was just feeling too crappy to do anything but hang out in bed and read.  Haven't worked since Aug 1 - feel like the rug has been pulled out from under my life, but moving right along.  Enjoying the time at home and must admit it's a relief to get out of the damn cube. Now on two hits of procrit a wk, one of neupogen, and old unfaithful interferon.  The decision about whether to go bravely into the dark night of infergen will be made on Fri.  Thinking now that I'll give it a shot [yuck, yuck] and if I can't handle it, just quit then.  Hate the thought of giving up on tx after investing 6 months, but also more worried that I'll be throwing away more of my life on this weirdo treatment that only helps a small percentage of non-responders.   We heppers are presented with such 'interesting' dilemmas. Hugs to you all.  Wishing you tasty water and a comfy nest!