soooooooo anxious...........

i am soooooooooo anxious right now......i have no idea why though.....my best guess is because the anniversary of my first rape is comibg up....but that's in OCTOBER.....this shouldn't be happening now...i can't be this anxious right now...asojaoisfhaoihronfosijfiswr0wujr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that's how i feel right now...so anxious....    :(