Soon to be six months

So I am two weeks away from 6 months in recovery from sex addiction.  I am a sex addict.  I have my outer, inner, and middle circles all mostly established, though I intend to change them after awhile.  I do not handle stress well.  I used to get very angry all the time and frustrated.  I am getting angry less and less now.  But my spouse and I are arguing a bit now.  Every argument feels like it pushes our marriage closer to the edge.  I hate, HATE fighting.  I also feel tired, stressed, unappreciated, and walked over.  I have been back at work for a month after about two months of being off following being hit by a car.  Then my spouse had a total hip replacement, and needs the other side done in a few months.  My preteen daughter fears, listens to, and respects my wife, but, I fear, not me at all.  Mostly today I am just sad.  I try to engage my family in conversation, but no one seems interested in talking to me at all.  Perhaps tomorrow will be a better day.