soo i guess im hooked :)
Why Helooo :)
its been a while since i used my Journal. And boy it came in handy when i was looking for a outlet :) I hope it is still working for many more like for me :), cause you know what? im just excited to say : im doing really good :) And my lil munchkin is doing great! and we are healthy, happy and loved :) lol
Have these lil glitches now and then, after all, i see Chris like every morning and some afternoons when i drop lil one of by him and fetch "jaapie" my car, there every afternoon.Only because my lift club ppl get me there(my previous home).
Each time we see each other, i am motivated more that i made the right decision. And yes , its still very sad to think that way, (its humane aint it?) cause its a sad matter....but i just drove away from him last night while he was speaking to me and accusing me about how selfish i am and not wanting to keep things together. How could i be soo weak ect. But the worst thing is....and i knew it for it must be the reason why he is soo angry....is that he is scared and jelous of me being with another man. he keeps on saying, " Nobody will make you as happy as i do, cause i know you! "(are you serious??), he actually asked me with how many men have a ....wel you can just think what he asked.......since we are out.....(ARE YOU SERIOUS>?????)
My counsellor/aunt, warned me he wil ask that for some odd reason, i just told him, its none of your business, but if you woull like to know NADA!...I just felt i could go away from these things with my lil one. We do not have to put up with this right? ooo just feel that weight going off my shoulders....
So either way, going to my dad, maybe Melbourne , Chicago....these months will only tell right? cause i can only say he is amayzing and i love being his bapple :) hehehe.
I never thought i would be sweeped of my feet like this. each day a lil more. I wish i could tell you more but for now...ill just keep smiling till my cheeks hurt :)
and till i hear his sweet voice again :)o golly, i can say i have never met a nicer guy :)He is soo cool :)
Well, im signing off again :) Too all my friends on Ds, do not give up hope. There is happiness out there, and you just gotta chase it, and grab it and own ... Move away from the bad, cause it might just destroy you. So kep those two fingers together and say proudly"Luister hier!!! " just maybe youll get a kiss like i did out of life :)
Love
Chrissi
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its been a while since i used my Journal. And boy it came in handy when i was looking for a outlet :) I hope it is still working for many more like for me :), cause you know what? im just excited to say : im doing really good :) And my lil munchkin is doing great! and we are healthy, happy and loved :) lol
Have these lil glitches now and then, after all, i see Chris like every morning and some afternoons when i drop lil one of by him and fetch "jaapie" my car, there every afternoon.Only because my lift club ppl get me there(my previous home).
Each time we see each other, i am motivated more that i made the right decision. And yes , its still very sad to think that way, (its humane aint it?) cause its a sad matter....but i just drove away from him last night while he was speaking to me and accusing me about how selfish i am and not wanting to keep things together. How could i be soo weak ect. But the worst thing is....and i knew it for it must be the reason why he is soo angry....is that he is scared and jelous of me being with another man. he keeps on saying, " Nobody will make you as happy as i do, cause i know you! "(are you serious??), he actually asked me with how many men have a ....wel you can just think what he asked.......since we are out.....(ARE YOU SERIOUS>?????)
My counsellor/aunt, warned me he wil ask that for some odd reason, i just told him, its none of your business, but if you woull like to know NADA!...I just felt i could go away from these things with my lil one. We do not have to put up with this right? ooo just feel that weight going off my shoulders....
So either way, going to my dad, maybe Melbourne , Chicago....these months will only tell right? cause i can only say he is amayzing and i love being his bapple :) hehehe.
I never thought i would be sweeped of my feet like this. each day a lil more. I wish i could tell you more but for now...ill just keep smiling till my cheeks hurt :)
and till i hear his sweet voice again :)o golly, i can say i have never met a nicer guy :)He is soo cool :)
Well, im signing off again :) Too all my friends on Ds, do not give up hope. There is happiness out there, and you just gotta chase it, and grab it and own ... Move away from the bad, cause it might just destroy you. So kep those two fingers together and say proudly"Luister hier!!! " just maybe youll get a kiss like i did out of life :)
Love
Chrissi
xxxxxxxx
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