Song for the prodigals - Brian Doerksen

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZRWWat_cfeY The words in this song (well, the words as they are in English, I can't read the captions) are how I want to feel with God, but as it stands right now, I don't.  I'm starting again to cry out to Him but I am so scared of being hurt that I can't find the strength right now to reach out. But this is what I want to feel..this is what I want!