Son if only I had it to do over ...
Estrangement is what my son has chosen from Me from his wife and two small boys . Knowing what I know now would I change any of my life if I could ? would any of us . I will have to add to this later so many things are up in the air some of the dust needs to settle . to be continued ...
Well as promised I was gonna add to this :
My last conversation on the matter was with my sons suffering wife . they are each others first love and from all we can understand . My Son is forcing everyone who matters to him out of his life so he can be mad at God and not have to hear a single one of us bid him cling to Jesus through this . He appears to be angry at God in action but for a time claimed he was closer . I suspect Job could exchange advise with him on getting through this . there is a history that Holy Spirit would have us know . Demonic attack can't happen with out an open door . My Son as a toddler was molested by a 17 year old family member along with his 7 year old sister . He is strongly addicted to porn and sex and for so many years lived a double life none of us could see. not even his wife . the demons of seduction like to keep it secret allot of light on that tends to end it rather quickly . All be it the world is readily more accepting of perverted sex these days there are still laws and people who will not abide .
The perverted sex life came out in the light shortly after he was diagnosed with an aggressive case of MS . this along with namely unforgivingness has just festered into one giant cess pool of poisoned mind you will ever see in a lifetime . the demons are just having a play day with him now suicide joined the party ,estrangement cruelty, they are just having a celebration .
He needs a good old fashioned deliverance but he has to want it we can pray all day everyday and that helps but he has to want to be free and let them all go . Just like my alcoholic husband . back when the signs of his perversion appeared I discussed this with his wife told her she could bind them and forbid them to act out in her presence .
So but here we are I live too far away to show her by example and so many a believer just don't know how real demonic oppression is to present day life . Can a Christian have a demon ? excerpt from beliefnet...
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Now I am convinced not only that a Christian can have demons but also that there are demons that operate in the realm of theology, encouraging us to argue and debate endlessly over doctrine rather than meeting the needs of people who are hurting. Demons actually help promote the teaching that a Christian cannot have a demon, because they gain strength from staying hidden. They can operate in their destructive ways without being challenged!
Read more at http://www.beliefnet.com/Faiths/Christianity/2003/02/Can-A-Christian-Have-A-Demon.aspx#3GaT0rIvSWLwoYTh.99 }}
What am I going to do about it its hard to believe but all I do is pray and trust god who is with my son and my daughter in law . I asked for a hedge of protection around them and asked for a warrior angel to keep the trollups at bay full of seducing spirits . I just can't know how many angles Satan is approaching him from so I surrender my son to Jesus and trust Him to snatch my boy back from the unclean spirits riding rough shod over his life right now . one thing rings true in my mind I am assured that my Jesus "has this " it is not a problem for him . no one and no thing can remove my child from Gods love . it looks bad most of Satan's lies look so very hopelessly bad but it is a lie . Jesus can turn it all around for his glory and his timing is perfect . my job in this Is to pray and believe Jesus. and watch this whole mess evaporate in time . My son and his little family can be restored and their love renewed we serve an awesome limitless God .
This life is passing away Jesus is coming back . nothing about this world should have a hold of us . you know that passage about the lily's of the field and the birds of the wild ..... that is my mind set . This life is a bus stop and Heaven is the destination. while I wait I am to share Jesus with anyone who will listen.
There was a missionary I read about , everywhere he went his opening line for conversation was "I knew a Man who came back from the dead." Now that's fishing for men folks .
Well as promised I was gonna add to this :
My last conversation on the matter was with my sons suffering wife . they are each others first love and from all we can understand . My Son is forcing everyone who matters to him out of his life so he can be mad at God and not have to hear a single one of us bid him cling to Jesus through this . He appears to be angry at God in action but for a time claimed he was closer . I suspect Job could exchange advise with him on getting through this . there is a history that Holy Spirit would have us know . Demonic attack can't happen with out an open door . My Son as a toddler was molested by a 17 year old family member along with his 7 year old sister . He is strongly addicted to porn and sex and for so many years lived a double life none of us could see. not even his wife . the demons of seduction like to keep it secret allot of light on that tends to end it rather quickly . All be it the world is readily more accepting of perverted sex these days there are still laws and people who will not abide .
The perverted sex life came out in the light shortly after he was diagnosed with an aggressive case of MS . this along with namely unforgivingness has just festered into one giant cess pool of poisoned mind you will ever see in a lifetime . the demons are just having a play day with him now suicide joined the party ,estrangement cruelty, they are just having a celebration .
He needs a good old fashioned deliverance but he has to want it we can pray all day everyday and that helps but he has to want to be free and let them all go . Just like my alcoholic husband . back when the signs of his perversion appeared I discussed this with his wife told her she could bind them and forbid them to act out in her presence .
So but here we are I live too far away to show her by example and so many a believer just don't know how real demonic oppression is to present day life . Can a Christian have a demon ? excerpt from beliefnet...
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Now I am convinced not only that a Christian can have demons but also that there are demons that operate in the realm of theology, encouraging us to argue and debate endlessly over doctrine rather than meeting the needs of people who are hurting. Demons actually help promote the teaching that a Christian cannot have a demon, because they gain strength from staying hidden. They can operate in their destructive ways without being challenged!
Read more at http://www.beliefnet.com/Faiths/Christianity/2003/02/Can-A-Christian-Have-A-Demon.aspx#3GaT0rIvSWLwoYTh.99 }}
What am I going to do about it its hard to believe but all I do is pray and trust god who is with my son and my daughter in law . I asked for a hedge of protection around them and asked for a warrior angel to keep the trollups at bay full of seducing spirits . I just can't know how many angles Satan is approaching him from so I surrender my son to Jesus and trust Him to snatch my boy back from the unclean spirits riding rough shod over his life right now . one thing rings true in my mind I am assured that my Jesus "has this " it is not a problem for him . no one and no thing can remove my child from Gods love . it looks bad most of Satan's lies look so very hopelessly bad but it is a lie . Jesus can turn it all around for his glory and his timing is perfect . my job in this Is to pray and believe Jesus. and watch this whole mess evaporate in time . My son and his little family can be restored and their love renewed we serve an awesome limitless God .
This life is passing away Jesus is coming back . nothing about this world should have a hold of us . you know that passage about the lily's of the field and the birds of the wild ..... that is my mind set . This life is a bus stop and Heaven is the destination. while I wait I am to share Jesus with anyone who will listen.
There was a missionary I read about , everywhere he went his opening line for conversation was "I knew a Man who came back from the dead." Now that's fishing for men folks .
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