Somewhat Good Day!!!!!

Today was a normal day I had to go grocery shopping this pm.I don't know how people eat these days or let alone buy gas for work.I went to a Women's Bible Study Group with my mother-in-law.It was great they all knew about me and was glad to meet me in person.We are studying the book of Daniel and the burning furance.Very interesting.I told them exactly how I felt about God letting me down.He gave me the most beauitful baby boy to raise up to know God why 24 years old his life was just beginning.I met a couple of ladies who lost a daughter and one a father with 4 little children.I cried I knew I would but they all cried with me.I plan on going back next Tuesday. On another note I called the cematary to see when Justin's headstone will be in they said about October 10 kinda made me sad because I have his fall flowers ready to put on his headstone.God how I miss that young man I look at pictures and sometimes I forget when they were taken.Maybe I didn't do Justin the way God intended me to do.I guess one day I'll know the answer sometimes I wish it would hurry and get here.I'm not Vicki anymore I'm a drained out 50 year old woman that barely has a good day.17 months is still fresh.I wish I was the happy go lucky Vicki I was.Peace to all.Hugs,Vicki