sometimes i feel a little lost and broken

This body I possess is hurting. This mind I cling to is screaming. Buried deep inside is my cavern of pain, and it shakes and shrinks away like an earthquake  of hell when a hand reaches to caress. Go away, go away, you cannot erase the hurt. It’s in a steel vault and somewhere in my messed up pysche is the key. So leave me with my guard up, it’s wrought in iron from my childhood. I love you with my whole heart and I wish i could trust you with my body as well, but both are broken and they haven’t been able to be put back together again.