Something Wonderful ???

I again have been turned down again in seeing my two boys, but the when I do go up there to see them I am going to ask her about the stimulus check and income tax check as well and she better not say that it went some where else. I sure could use some of it for myself. I do have a bright side of things as I started to explore my new body I can say that I have finally achieved orgasm a squirting orgasm, but where did it come from?? but it felt awesome when I achieved it. I hope that I still will be able to do it for my partner. I hope that I can find a nice woman to make me happy and I can make them happy as well. I am feeling lonely and it bothers me to much