Something to look forward to
I think my problem has been Ive always been use to someone making decisions. But, today..I made my plans to get away for next weekend.
Im scared and excited and I need your encouragement not to back out.
I need to do more of these things for Me. I am sick and tired of doing nothing and need to start living and growing again. I am sick and tired of expecting the person in my life will make me happy because if he hasnt yet, chases are he never will.
Hes lived alone his whole life with no spouse or children and so it makes talking to him about my daughter hard. Hes just one of those people that expects me to be around but doesnt reciprocate. Im tired of takers. Time to start giving to Me.
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You only have one problem? Lucky you! ! !
Attempted humor aside. . .
I'm turning somersaults for you, Sage. Go you! ! ! Way to make a stand. May it lead you to growth and healing empowerment. On the altruistic side, the more I give to myself, the more I have to give away. Oddly, the giving away always seems to leave me even more to give away. It is like care never divides. It only multiplies. Pay it forward.
I use to think that the people around me were responsible for making me happy but all I was really doing is suffocating them and preventing them from finding their own life's purpose. Now that I have found my own happiness within me, I am happy to share it with the world. I just want to give everyone a hug. It's really amazing because I was in a state of depression for most of my adult life. I was on nearly every kind of anti depressant medication there is and then one morning, I went to take my depression pill and I heard a voice inside me tell me I didn't need them anymore so I stopped taking them. That was over 3 years ago and I am happier now then I have ever been!
I hope you can find that same kind of Peace that I did because then you would never need anyone yet you would want to share what you have with everyone...
God Bless