somersize by suzanne somers//lobster tails at k's//aspirin for blocks

really need to start journalling daily and also to use ds as a support site again instead of the superficial crap, which is what i already do in real life.  have no idea how it got off track on here.  really admire the ones that go inside themselves and say it.  and also admired at least a proper log of events.  not even doing that now.  wth?
had dinner at k's.  that was TUESDAY night.  so where was i weds and thurs that i couldn't put that on here and help my tbi with that.
we had lobster tails and champagne left from new year.  lots of stuff left from new year this year.  lol.  two tails each, which i never do.  what is it with k and the big portions of meat lately.  lol. 
he made scalloped potatoes instead of baked, over an hour in the oven and then i did a lovely and added ketchup to mine.  not good.  i brought over biscotti for the coffee but its called something similar.  whatever they were was fabulous.  i only like scalloped with a cream sauce and his was cheese so....the champagne was better with the lobster.  also have left over COLD DUCK yay!  at home.  have been enjoying non-alcoholic margueritas which is a new one for me at the house down south.  how did we all get old in the passed few years.  seriously! 
told k about the blocks and mini strokes and i think i scared him.  then he scowled at me when he discovered i was supposed to be on aspirin all these years (eleven years since i was in the hospital from high blood pressure) and never bothered with it.  it never seemed important.  i have started taking regular aspirin for now, and i think its helping.  i also think some of this is from being tired.  also all the extra people around and extra info from the holidays, even if a lot of it is facebook and e mail.  its really all the same as before, just before was pretty christmas cards with real stamps and not as many photos.  wonder if all the extra photos is also a stressor?  maybe its all too much, the way it is now. 
i said to ch, when i get an e mail and a photo or a few no tags on it, i'm fine.  its fun and pretty and there is nothing more to it.  then its go look on facebook.  go look there and there are a zillion photos and they are tagged and there are minidramas going on.  i liked it better not knowing to be honest, its EASIER not knowing. 
saw c as well, kind of odd him not being around all the time anymore.  i have a feeling he is going to be moving north as soon as he can, so if his job closes, he won't really mind.  lol.
tm was also around.  he is getting anxiety attacks if he even thinks of doing physical labor because he is afraid his back will go out and he'll end up in the hospital.  also his brother is having heart trouble and his brother is his only relative left besides his girlfriend.  he doesn't really like his nephew or all the drama at his brother's house.  they die in their fifties in his family and he's actually scared.  you can tell.  never would have imagined any of this a few years ago.  
this is how eccentric i am now.  i actually view my pets as friends and tell them i'm mommy.  wth?  when rescue people would say this to me five years ago, i was like, i'm not saying that.  lol.  look at me now.  i also VIEW the cats as friends.  for real.  i would never get rid of a pet anyway.  they were never "things" to me.  if mine, then they are mine.  but i was always in the middle somewhere as a pet guardian.  well, at some point recently something changed. 
just started reading somersize by suzanne somers.  excellent and she is brilliant.  its a combo of fit for life book and french eating habits.  she says fruit is only eaten on an empty stomach, so as appetizer or snack.  and all fat and protein must be accompanied with a vegetable.  she teaches PROPER eating skills.  not dieting.  its great.  just eating right and you will lose even with all the great sauces on things.  the french do it.