someone special
i came here to DS because i didn't have anyone that could understand my depression or what was the cause. usually a person with children cant understand the missing feeling another might have.i have met some very kind and understanding people here, and some not to kind but its more good then bad. this brings me to someone that is very special to me and some of you. like i said i came here to express nothing else. never thought that someone on the site would adopt me as their daddy. well that has happened and she means the world to me. connot describe the joy i felt last week when she sent me a package of letters and drawings she had done for me. we have no secreats nothing to hide. we are seperated by thousands of miles but are as close as a father and daughter can be. charlotte and thank you for coming into my life and will always be here for you. you mean the world to me. hugs forever daddy
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From someone who grew up without a daddy, this is so meaningful.
Thank you for sharing your life and your heart with Charlotte what a gift that is for her
I am sat here practically in tears (can\'t cry, I\'m on the phone!!)
Daddy I love you so so much
You are so wonderful and so special to me
I love you with everything
**cuddles and huggles and snugglies**
i think you underestimate people with children not understanding. i know all i have to do is imagine a life without my son in it and i am devastated. after having my son i had really badly yearned for more children, it was almost more than i could bear. i think i can understand.
as for charlotte, i am so glad that you two found each other.
my father left when i was 2 so i dont know him. i was unfortunate in the respect that i had the worst alcoholic, physically and mentally abusive stepfather in the world for quite a few years there. i would have given anything to have someone like you as a father in my life.
great writing lance i understand complely how you feel....i had 6 miscarriages before i was able to hang on to one he is my golden boy so very very special to me cannot imagine life without him he is 23 years old now but will always be the baby i just had to have...so enjoy charlotte with all your being.
love mistyblade xxx