Some People Only Dream Of Angels

I had written to a friend re a friend... and I wanted to share some thoughts... We all know how she feels... Through some research I found she has actually been here before...   I know how she probably felt that she didn't see it through.... It does hurt sometimes to write and share...  it might even seem like it makes the pain worse... I do believe in the long run that it helps and helps a lot... I am praying she'll reach out to us and let us help her...  My heart aches for her... She sounds like she is hurting so badly....  I think the circumstances surrounding his death make it even harder...  Since Cara also died after being hit by a car... and believe me I have images in my mind that I have to fight off all the time...   so I can imagine what happens in her mind... many of us can...  We have to put those images to rest... I am going to post the bulk of this letter in my journal along with a picture of Cara that is helping me...  Anyway... I drifted again.... Hugs and Thank You So Much Elissa So here's the picture of Cara....     My friend Rea had done this for me....  The image of the earth there in the background is like the way I feel that Cara is somewhere out theere... The image of the girl here on the ground... that's maybe how it was when she died... but see the wings...  she became an angel...  I read on oh dear... was it deni or lynette's sites... one of them I think something today that I feel like they could say for me too....   It said Some people only dream of angels... I held one in my arms....   Oh how true it is for all of us... and as bad as it hurts we are blessed.... Now some good news...  So last night Richard mentioned that Cara had called.... that little half ding I've told yall about Thursday... he thought I hadn't heard as I'd been up front... Its really weird... the only phone that rings is the one by my side of the bed in our room... anyway she had called at 10:02pm Thursday night... I had heard and as my custom had looked at the time... Its almost always withing a few minutes of 10pm.... the latest being around 10:20 pm... Well last night when Richard and I were talking the light was off and so I couldn't see the time... but I knew it was around 10:30pm.... so I told Richard that I guessed she wasn't going to call... so like about 3 or 4 minutes passed... suddenly... ding... the little half ring... oh my God.. I sat up and turned on the light... It was 10:37pm....  so baby girl... it was later than usual but I forgive you....  I am so glad you called.... I touch the phone.... it is almost like I touch you... I am so grateful....  more so even than other nights... because I'm thinking you really are here... and you heard us talking and you rang even though it was the latest you ever have you rang so I'd know you are here.... Is it all in my head... am I crazy...  I'm scared but Cara it just seems more possible even probably than ever...  I love you and I miss your earthly presence... I know you know it but I just want you to know I am hearing... I do need you to let me know that you're here and I feel like you're doing everything you can to do that...  and indeed honey I always knew you are my angel...  Love You For Always... Mama