Some Folks..
You know when my husband passed I saw and meet folks I didn’t even know. They all gave me phone #’s and emails saying “If you need anything call me I’ll be there”.
Fun my cuz told me all these folks around you now will not be there when you need them the most.. When my husband was lowered in the ground ppl around was talking and laughing like they were at a picnic, only 1 person was by me and that was my cousin and his wife and they’re still here for me. My my my he was right. I call, text even email and not one person been there for me. It’s cool I just felt like venting today. I guess you will never know my pain until you go thru it. Not sleeping, eating, crying all the time. A song my come, smell of cologne he wore, picking out something to wear and it will remind me of Leon. This is when I break and it’s sometimes hard to come back. I miss him so much. Some days I just want to give up, but I know he wouldn’t want me to so I press on..
Fun my cuz told me all these folks around you now will not be there when you need them the most.. When my husband was lowered in the ground ppl around was talking and laughing like they were at a picnic, only 1 person was by me and that was my cousin and his wife and they’re still here for me. My my my he was right. I call, text even email and not one person been there for me. It’s cool I just felt like venting today. I guess you will never know my pain until you go thru it. Not sleeping, eating, crying all the time. A song my come, smell of cologne he wore, picking out something to wear and it will remind me of Leon. This is when I break and it’s sometimes hard to come back. I miss him so much. Some days I just want to give up, but I know he wouldn’t want me to so I press on..
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