some day i hope soon

I was served a one year order of protection while in jail for DV. I broke things around my house while intoxicated, kitchen drawer, smashed light and tablet. I was arrested for 3 days charged and ordered 52 week DV classes and 800 in fines. I was released @ 11:30 at night in a city 2 hours from my home. I had no money no phone alone. Needless to say it took me a couple weeks to make it to Ut with family. Unbelievable event. Anyways I'm here and its hard, I have no second form of identification for job, no car and I really want to handle my responsibilities but the reality of it all is overwhelmingly traumatic.