sober but still hurt

Well its 9 days now of being sober an i really dont even crave the beer, I feel good and i am staying positive, As for my relationship well work in progress, I have a lot to prove.
I miss her so much i hate being without her but I also know how she fells and i dont blame her for this. I think being apart will help us for when she does come back home.
I aint the same person i use to be and i hope she starts seeing this soon. I am so sad without her.
Ok friends thanks for all your help and have a great saturday.