So we're pregnant...again:)

The past few weeks, I have been going back and forth, trying to figure out how am I going to break the news to my daily strength sisters I am pregnant…again! It is an exciting and to be honest, a scary time. I have prayed for this time. But I am holding on to God’s promises and I recall that the spirit of fear is not of God. I have reached milestones that I’ve never reached before. We are 14 weeks. My biggest symptoms has been fatigue, increase appetite and I’ve gained 5 Ibs. I have not been nauseated so I’m counting my blessings. I broke the news to some sooner than others. Since I never reached the seconded trimester with my other pregnancies I told very few in the past. This time it’s different, I have been announcing it to the world:) Surprisingly, I have not been getting the congratulatory support from some, but most appear to be very excited for us. But on the contrary, I will try and not take it personal, because you never know what a person is going through, and now is not the time for the enemy to steal my joy after sowing in all these tears. This past year has been a very reflective year for me. Some would say the second trimester you are in the “safe zone” but I won’t be reassured until I have a safe delivery.
 Something that I did different to this time, that may have helped thus far is take progesterone as soon as I found out I was pregnant, and I just stopped. I won’t be making a lot of updates b/c I am sensitive to that fact that this is a healing place. I have learned on this journey that coping with miscarriage is my ministry and it will always be. I have a whole new outlook on life and motherhood. I am thankful for every experience be it pain or joy. It has strengthened my faith and walk in Christ. I ask that you please keep me your prayers as I will do the same for you. I came across this scripture just the other day and it was for me and it maybe for you too:
1 Samuel 1:27 I prayed for this child, and the Lord has granted me what I asked of him.