So we never forget

u need a girlfriend i  cant be one i cant be anything i cant play these games






no faizan im not free u force me u make me feel guilty even though u screwed it up even though it was ur fault and yes i do it ouit of compulsion i dont feel a thing for u or for anyone






im totally dead inside more dead than u are all u do is ruin my days my nights thats the best u can do nothing else i have wasted too many years giving u chances to mke me happy and u keep making me more miserable than ever  i dont trust u  i dont even like u anymore  why the fuck do u make me say thos everyday one of these days im going to snap and block u from fb







 change my frikking number and u wont ever see me face again not even as a friend


 god u make me so angry bye  see, now you're making me feel guilty for being honest and hurting ur feelings again.
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im leaving this country maybe for good i wish i could see you one last time i wish so badly that i could see you one last time enjoy the color week enjoy the farewell party enjoy everything i ruined for us everything we could have had. 

20 April 2011