so torn..

We'll im so torn..obviously. After my divorce i reconnected with an old friend. She was absolutly amazing through my entire divorce. She was there for me big time...she gave me some great advice and we've developed quite the friendship again... She's a pretty amazing girl...when we talk...we can talk for hours. There's something eles there...more then a friendship. One problem... She's with someone. She has made it pretty clear to me that there relationship is pretty done, she can leave at any time. I keep catching myself complimenting this girl, almost hitting on her in a way...trying to show my interest and i feel so bad about it. My wife left me for another dude.....this guy was talking to her i guess the same way I am to this girl... Wow i feel like a real jerk.