So Tired

Today I woke up; well I say I woke up, but my sleep disorder prevents me from identifying what's awake and what's sleep. I took far too many Klonopin last night. I just need to stay away from that stuff altogether. Now I feel like a lifeless puddle. I can barely move about my tiny apartment. I really need to tidy things up for a potential visit this weekend. No one's answering my phone calls. Even lying down to take a nap is proving fruitless. I just lie there. I just want to roll up in a ball and never wake up...