So sorry for leaving

I can not beleive I let my depression get the best of myself and take myself aways from this wonderful site. 
I have now been back on my feet for well over 5 months since the loss of my DH in 09 and all the ups and downs that has come with this.
I first want to say I am so sorry for just up and leaving, this site is such a great support for so many as well as myself and I did not see this when I was in my DARK time as I called it. I pray that you all understand this and know that need this time.
As for me know I am know back on my own two feet and loving the life that I have with my familyand my 4yr old daughter who gets me through so much and my family has been with me every step of the way. 
I know in my heart that my DH is with me and would not have wanted me to feel the pain that I kept myself in for so long.  He was such a wonderful man and I can see him in my daughter everyday.
My hope is to be able to start up my journal on here again and not look back. 
As my DH always said With God all things are Possible, and it is so true as I would not have made it with out him in my life as well.