So sick of this.
I'm so sick and tired of myself......... I really am.... I am sick and tired of thinking there is something wrong with me every freaking second of the day....I can't take this anymore... My anxiety is really starting to creep up on me these past few days...and its been horrible.It goes from having MS to having a heart attack, to having an STD, to not loving my boyfriend (which i do), to having diabetes and ect... I AM SO SICK OF AND TIRED OF THIS CRAP. When is this going to end.... why cant i just be happy... Im so sick of this... can this stop...I feel freaking terrible and im starting to get depressed... My OCD/Hypochondria/PTSD are all working together lately... I cant take mcuh more of this.... i am so close to tears... Im about ready to just go to the ER tomorrow and get blood work done for all of my symptoms... I AM SICK OF THIS :'
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You have to believe you are ok, be cause you are. Get out there and enjoy yourself, life is short, put all these worries behind you, you can do it, Susie x
I find going to a community group where I can just relax, helps a little. I have alot of pent up anger, etc...sometimes just getting some of it out keeps me above water. Are there any groups /activities you can attend that are low pressure? Can someone help you find one? I know it takes time to find these and visit them, but some of these programs have saved my life. Hang in there.