so sick of it

im so sick of this, like it seems like everytime i try to go meet people it never works out. i am so tempted to just be alone. ( just meaning being alone friend wise)  because this has been such a struggle. maybe i just havent met the right people yet but what i dont get is before i got married i had so many friends and was so happy. but for some reason as soon as i got married ive been having trouble keeping the friends i had before and making new ones. why is it happening like this??? why did i not have a problem before i got married and why since i have gotten married why is it that people dont want to be friends with me now?? i dont get it, what am i doing different now? it just hurts my heart so much. im really hurting right now