So proud of myself...
I have not POAS today. Yet. LOL.
I have come to the understanding that i am probably not preggo this month so blah blah poopy on that. I am really going to try my best to find a doctor in April to give me the meds I need. We are moving so hopefully a new doctor will be able to help. my OBGYN wanted me to see an RE. Blah on that. Well Ian gave me a run for my money today. He is fighting an ear infection and has cut another tooth and didnt nap today. He was grouchy and bored and I was tired. Not a good match. But i have toughht him to blow kisses so that is so so sweet. You just have to watch out if you are holding him though because he blows a kiss then slaps you in teh face giving it to you. He is so cute. And my most favorite thing in the whole world. The thing that keeps me going and makes everything al right my lil man has learned to do. Give kisses!!!!!!!! He has never ever given me kisses before. I would try and he would push my head away cry smack me turn his head anything but show dear old mom affection. Not he gives them when I ask about 50%v of the time. Today he even took his pacifier out to give me one. It was a snotty one but it was sweet. I have longed for that my whole life. Between kisses and him running up to me throwing his arm around me in a hug I feel complete. I have finally been able to say this is what it is all about. At one point today we were rocking and talking in his room and i was thinking. I was thinking that i may be ok with just him because i love him so much. But then i dont know if that is me talking or me trying to protect myself.
On to other things, DH is in Dubi for a few days so it me single mom for the week with a sick baby. Lucky lucky me. I swear i always say I will take his trip as a time for me to diet or clense or somthing and I end up eating to much. I brioled a filet mignon today and made chicken fried rice. Seriously, what is wrong with me. I think I may try the baby food diet. But fruits only as the other stuff is nasty!!!
We are still packing and I am still hating packing. But that is all for now. Oh ya happy Pancake day everyone.
I have come to the understanding that i am probably not preggo this month so blah blah poopy on that. I am really going to try my best to find a doctor in April to give me the meds I need. We are moving so hopefully a new doctor will be able to help. my OBGYN wanted me to see an RE. Blah on that. Well Ian gave me a run for my money today. He is fighting an ear infection and has cut another tooth and didnt nap today. He was grouchy and bored and I was tired. Not a good match. But i have toughht him to blow kisses so that is so so sweet. You just have to watch out if you are holding him though because he blows a kiss then slaps you in teh face giving it to you. He is so cute. And my most favorite thing in the whole world. The thing that keeps me going and makes everything al right my lil man has learned to do. Give kisses!!!!!!!! He has never ever given me kisses before. I would try and he would push my head away cry smack me turn his head anything but show dear old mom affection. Not he gives them when I ask about 50%v of the time. Today he even took his pacifier out to give me one. It was a snotty one but it was sweet. I have longed for that my whole life. Between kisses and him running up to me throwing his arm around me in a hug I feel complete. I have finally been able to say this is what it is all about. At one point today we were rocking and talking in his room and i was thinking. I was thinking that i may be ok with just him because i love him so much. But then i dont know if that is me talking or me trying to protect myself.
On to other things, DH is in Dubi for a few days so it me single mom for the week with a sick baby. Lucky lucky me. I swear i always say I will take his trip as a time for me to diet or clense or somthing and I end up eating to much. I brioled a filet mignon today and made chicken fried rice. Seriously, what is wrong with me. I think I may try the baby food diet. But fruits only as the other stuff is nasty!!!
We are still packing and I am still hating packing. But that is all for now. Oh ya happy Pancake day everyone.
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Blowing kisses!! How sweet! I bet he is so cute!! I\'m sorry you hate to pack! I know it sucks but I bet it will be all worth it once you get into your new house, Yay! I\'m sorry you don\'t think you are pg this month. Good for you for eating what you want to eat. Don\'t try any crazy diets - they only work for a short period of time and then when you stop the weight comes right back! I hope you and Ian have a good night and he sleeps all night long! xoxo
Oh how we\'ve all been there, POAS addiction ;-) Well, there\'s still hope, but if not...I can tell you we got pregnant after lots of trying, meds etc...when we were moving! MAYBE JUST MAYBE Good luck with packing and getting settled!
And I\'m so glad you\'re getting those sweet kisses and hugs, nothing like the love/affection of a child! AMAZING