So much to say....so little time
I would first like to start off my saying how sorry I am for being such a horrible friend to all of you. I have not been keeping up like I should have and I am deeply sorry. You guys were there for me when I needed all of you and I am not returning the favor at the moment. I promise to do much better.
As for me, I officially hit 12 weeks today. I am super excited to see how my little ones are growing. I go to the doc on Friday...Valentine's Day...but hey...Hubby and I will have some great pics to love on. I am slowly starting to feel my energy come back. I can move around more during the day but it is still lights out by 8:30. I really want to get back into the gym because with my body type...I will gain 100 lbs before I even know it...plus I know it will only help my energy increase.
My job is starting to become a ticking time bomb!!! I told you guys that I am a high school teacher. I work at a newly opened charter school. This is our second year and it seems to be more stressful than the first. I am so tired of hearing people bitch and complain about every little thing we do. Yes, we have a lot of meetings because we are very small and we do not have the office staff support as in a regular high school. I am trying to hold back my feelings but I feel that one day...I am going to snap on the wrong person and it will not be pretty.
Also, I have been shying away from some of my friends lately. Did that happen to anyone else??? I love the friends that I have made here but I find myself longing for my family and friends back home. Not that there is anything wrong with the people here...I just wish I were closer to my family.
I won't be able to go home this summer due to being really pregnant and I have a ton of meetings over the summer. Hopefully, I can convince them to come out and see me!!!
To all my ladies who are still waiting on their BFP...PLEASE don't give up!!! I know it is really hard to hear it from a person in my position...it was hard for me to hear it before...but know that it comes from a good place and I am praying everyday for your prayers to come true!!!
As for me, I officially hit 12 weeks today. I am super excited to see how my little ones are growing. I go to the doc on Friday...Valentine's Day...but hey...Hubby and I will have some great pics to love on. I am slowly starting to feel my energy come back. I can move around more during the day but it is still lights out by 8:30. I really want to get back into the gym because with my body type...I will gain 100 lbs before I even know it...plus I know it will only help my energy increase.
My job is starting to become a ticking time bomb!!! I told you guys that I am a high school teacher. I work at a newly opened charter school. This is our second year and it seems to be more stressful than the first. I am so tired of hearing people bitch and complain about every little thing we do. Yes, we have a lot of meetings because we are very small and we do not have the office staff support as in a regular high school. I am trying to hold back my feelings but I feel that one day...I am going to snap on the wrong person and it will not be pretty.
Also, I have been shying away from some of my friends lately. Did that happen to anyone else??? I love the friends that I have made here but I find myself longing for my family and friends back home. Not that there is anything wrong with the people here...I just wish I were closer to my family.
I won't be able to go home this summer due to being really pregnant and I have a ton of meetings over the summer. Hopefully, I can convince them to come out and see me!!!
To all my ladies who are still waiting on their BFP...PLEASE don't give up!!! I know it is really hard to hear it from a person in my position...it was hard for me to hear it before...but know that it comes from a good place and I am praying everyday for your prayers to come true!!!
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Congrats on hitting 12 weeks! Sorry work is stressful- education is an exhausting field to work in and everyone always seems to think they are the most important person in the school. Hope your ram can come see you soon!
Congrats on hitting 12 weeks momma!!! Thats fantastic :) Take care of yourself and those babies!!!
Congrats - I hit 12 weeks on Sat and saw the baby on the scan - it was amazing! I work as a preschool teacher and feel exhausted, it must be even harder having twins!
Congrats on 12 weeks. It will be getting even easier soon. I\'m at 15 weeks and can now have a normal bed time.
Are you going to work till the end of school ? It must be hard staying on your feet with twins.
Have fun at your apt.