so much time has gone by.

I thought I was with the woman of my dreams. I lied big & small. The last small lie I made, she went out & really hurt me. When I found out the truth, she began to lie, and project her faults onto me. She cheated on me, and lied upon lie to cover it up. She dragged me through the mud, used my feelings against me, used me, and now trying to lie about other things in life to get back at me. I am not one for revenge, I am one for moving on with bettering my life. I felt like unconditional love you are there through everything & I would have been. Her bi-polar and borderline personality disorder make things very difficult. Her family has given up to try to convince her to seek serious psychological help. Instead of working on things like I was willing to do for her, she has tried to destroy my life. Although I cannot control her feelings, or make her seek the help she needs, I have decided to move on in my life, to make myself better.