So much rain
Its Saturday and I slept in this morning...my poor cat Lefty was patient...shes use to getting her morning bits of cheese but she parked herself on the end of the bed and waited. I remember yesterday about how I hated weekends but I am slowly beginning to look forward to them. I did slip yesterday...i went to the bar and had two glasses of wine.
I did pick up an application there for a second job but dont know if its best thing to do. I don t know whats wrong with me...1/2 of me wants to have the talk with roomie but the other responsible side tells me i should be grateful i have a roof over my head. The roomie has stuck by me through thick and thin..but him just being there isnt making me happy. I dont know what to do anymore. Last night i suggested dinner out. He makes three times the money i do and i paid for dinner. Its things like this that make me wonder and want to have the "talk". Im not getting any younger. Off to Lowes again to rescue my third green plant baby on the chopping block to be thrown out. I fed the first two and they are blooming and seem to be thriving. The one bloomed and i found out that its not only pink bloooms but also purple..a pleasant surprise. Hope you all enjoy your weekend.
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Maybe you are looking for happiness in the wrong place?
On the days I am tempted to go for whichever chicksplainer "talk" is in my "not getting any younger" head, I focus on the gratitude for having a roof over my head. Yea, I have all the skills and attitudes for wilderness and/or street survival, but that roof has its comforts.
Can you send some of that rain this way? Here on my South Plains perch, I get mighty tired of watching all the rain roll by on the Eastern horizon. NFF (No Fucking Fair) teasing us that way! ! ! My plant babies are drier than a chump dumping chicksplainer.
BobinMaine.
Wasnt looking for love at the bar...i just went there to unwind but realize its no place i should be unless im focused on working there.
Im not looking for Love...im actually just wanting to be by myself right now. Current beau is making it easy for me. But..i no longer want to be in a relationship and feel alone.
I just want to be alone.
I go more places by myself anyway. Time to set the boundary. I just dont want to be with someone for the sake of being with someone. My birthdays in two weeks. Its my present to me.
Arfie,
It rains almost everyday here. Had to take my plants and put them on the covered porch so they dont drown. Trying to find somethinf to do today. Maybe will finish painting cabinet. But really with the state of my relationship i just want to leave the house today. Im not happy.
Glad you brought your plants in .
Great that you got 2 different color blooms .They must look gorgeous .
I'm sorry I missed what they are called .What are they ?
Not sure...through the tag out but I do know they require full sun.