so much no understanding

Well I made an appointment for Abs on Monday 8:15 such a hard thing. The day is leaving me a little drained. Went to a good first step meeting, Susan celebrated 20 yrs., she cried and said she had been emotional all week. Talked to Bill about how the fix leak in roof, it has come back   after fixing it 2 weeks ago. We had had a real nice conversation. A little over a Yr. sober and so centered. S o open  in just talking about what is going on, in-law  issues an his wife has cancer of lymph nodes. Good guy ! Talked to Mom, Aunt Edna had another anxiety attack in the rehab.,  she probably does not want to go home to her empty house. I wrote my 4th step there in 87 I enjoyed staying with Aunt Edna.. Her son Little Ralph and big Ralph can't understand why A/E can't pull herself up by her boot straps. I have  tried to explain the depression to Mom ,to no avail.The grass I planted last week coming up nicely as is the bamboo grove , cant'wait until the japanese garden really takes shape . I've accomplished much  more this spring than last. I'm sure by next spring most of the rocks will be in place. I Don't think I'll have time to transplant anymore Azalea's, maybe in the fall. Mediatation seems to have suffered lately,but did get a new sponsor, 2 weeks ago as Erlend and Idella arevery busy with family issues. Tom is a great guy as is Dick his sponsor. I'll be 23 on the 4th, next week I tihnk I will go to the Extension to celebrate, all of the new comers there having just taken 4 an 5 and continuing to 10 are so inspiring. To much going on to write about have to take typing class on Internet to speed up my pecking. Out to mow the lawn and fix the roof.