So many pregnant bumps around! breaks my heart

Found out I lost the baby on Friday, had bleeding weeks ago but because I had the symptons I carried on believing all was well. Went to the ultrasound to just nothing, no baby, nothing! it was heartbreaking! To cheer myself up I took my little boy to Billy bob's icecream parlour yesterday. We had a fun day but OMG!! so many pregnant bumps around, it just broke my heart. to make it worse people were asking me when my baby was due as I am still really bloated from the miscarriage, Even though it was nice to see my son having a good time, I did not want him to suffer from this! I really wish I had not gone now! everytime I saw a baby or pregnant bump my heart broke again and again! Just wish I could concieve and keep the baby inside me long enough so that we can have a much wanted little brother or sister for our son! Feeling empty and heartbroke, Last week before the scan ecstatic and then this!