So lost….

Today has been hard. I found out the guy I'm pregnant with has a secret Snapchat account. I don't know the full truth yet but I saw that he had downloaded them deleted Snapchat. When I confronted him he denied it then later admitted it but said he didn't create a Snapchat cus he couldn't. I told him to leave then went and chased after him . He didn't care or apologize for anything. He told me to "stop chasing him" and he keeps proving he doesn't want me why am I so pathetic ? I hate myself for being so weak .