So Long

It has been so long since I have written. 

So much has changed. 

On October 15th 2018, my mom died. I lost the will to fight, and sold my farm for less than a 4th of what it is worth. 

My dad has moved in with me, and had over 10 surgeries since, and twice as many hospitalizations and emergency room trips. 

Will has done Cyber school and transitioned back to regular school. 

I died - litterally - over Thanksgiving this yaer. 

Matt has been fired from at least 6 jobs. 

I am back to teaching. 

Life still sucks in many ways - including not being able to pay my bills.

My dad bought my brother a house and pays all of his bills, so I pay my dad's bills. 

I am leading a Sunday school class and trying to take over my Kids' 4H group. 

Life sucks, but I am faking it till I make it.