So, its 4 pm

Well no period yet, but I am not getting my hope up because last cycle I had a 31 day cycle, first time ever!! My nurse insisted that they control my cycle when you are doing all the meds and such so that shouldn't matter, but I just dont beleive that. I really dont feel like anything happened this month although I am quite anxious. I want to test, but I want to just wait and see if AF shows up. If she doesn't show by Friday then maybe. Someone said that I was very strong not to test, but dont let me fool you, as I sit here I cant stop thinking about it, and I might just cave but we'll see. I kinda wanna know...but dont wanna test....but do...you know what I mean??..=)