So im kicking myself

for not going ahead and getting another beta this week. I keep freaking out about my 11. I am just so nervouse and scared. If I would have just gone and got it yesterday i would know today what it was and then either now it was a bad pregnancy or know i had a fighting chance. I woudl defenintly still worry becayse it would still probably only be like in the low 20's. I knwo deep down waiting till monday is the best thing. I was only 3w3d pregnant with that beta. I shouldnt even have known i was pregnant. Monday i will be a solid 4w3days. I know that number will ultimatly give me more answers than anything else. Its been 48 hours no bleeding so yay!! I have zero pregnancy symptoms. In fact i have a little more energy than normal. I KNOW I KNOW im super early. I also know that the tiredness did not come until 6 or 7 weeks. I am not looking forward to that with Ian running around. We have tumbling tomorrow that is always fun. then dh's dad is coming in tomorrow night to help us finish moving everything. yuck! Its going to be a crazy busy weekend! Hope i have nothing of importance to post until tuesday and then it would be awsome if it was that my beta was some crazy high number!