So I think I need to write or explode

Today was a real crappy day. I try hard to do the right thing. But, just what I seem as right doesn't mean all would agree. I am fine with this. I am on overload...my husband's father called me a disgrace to his name...also told my husband he needs to control that piece of shit wife of his. I guess I shouldn't be suprised because for three years I have not been anything good in their eyes. 
I am sober and clean. Raised an autistic son alone. Have always worked and been respectful even when I have been disrespected. I never think of myself above anyone...but bullies such as my father in law like to push the good nature of me. 
Least to say, I stopped taking the crap and spoke my mind to him. I feel horrible because I hate to retliate. 
 
That's all I got