so hard

Today is five months since by son died by suicide.  It seems, in someways, like it was yesterday and in others like it has been a lot longer.  Had a real tough night and am not sure if it was because of today or not.  My daughter is having a real rough one today so in all it is not too good.  I am so thankful to my friends here and in my life and to my family and the understanding we give each other.  I am looking forward to the day when I can think positive things about my son and just remember the good times we had.

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these days of the month will move into years and hopefully we will be comforted by just the wonderful memories of our sons and the promise of seeing them again. Peace and Hugs, dale...brandon\'s mom
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I know there are no words to comfort you except that in time, the good times will come into memory because it\'s more natural to think of good times rather than bad times. I am so sorry you have to go through this. I am sorry anyone has to go through this. Life is not always fair. Take care of yourself, first and foremost. The rest will follow. Peace. BarbaraWawa
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The bad days will become further apart and the good days will come more often. Just keep taking one step forward even if sometimes you take two steps back. It is a hard journey, but there are many walking it with you. hugs j
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I am so sorry for this bad day for you and your daughter. Like the others said, time will give you the peace to look back at the good times. Usually with a sense of sadness, but you will get be able to think about them. Sometimes it\'s just one day at a time............... Praying you peace, Kathie