so hard

Some days are so hard and I feel so low and then there are times I am so mad that it makes me feel a little better, who knows why.  We have got to go pick out a headstone in the next couple of days and that is going to be hell but we have to do it.  I have learned however that by forcing myself to do things makes me feel better and I am able to take my mind off some of what has happened.  I know there are times I would rather just stay home and sit in my chair with my cat in my lap and just watch T.V. and feel sorry for myself.  But when I go out and do things it does make me feel better. 

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this is so true...making ourselves do something just to stay active. but then there are those days when going out is not an option...we have to give ourselves that time. please read my latest post...there is a song that you should hear. click on the link on my post....hugging you today....peace....dale, brandon\'s mom
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It does help to do something. I know that I would just go over and over things in my mind untill it made me crazy and none of it brought her back. Going to work helped me stay sane. Love and Hugs, Kathie