So frustrated with husband!

My husband is a jerk. We aren’t speaking. So last night heshowed up and started freaking out that the kids weren’t showered, dinnerwasn’t made, and son needed math homework help. I was snapping at him, becauseI was annoyed that he was coping an attitude with me because nothing was done.
So finally, I said “I need to go sit down. I just need to sit” and he was like,whatever, and yelling at the kids to hurry up because we “need to get back onschedule here”. Which made me feel even worse. So I started crying. And I wasannoyed again because here I am crying in the living room and he’s rushingaround making me feel like shit even worse, and the whole time all I want to dois…
So I say to him “here I sit, crying and it seems like youdon’t even care! I’m craving something terrible, you are making me feel worse,and you don’t even care!” you know what he said? “you’re right. I don’t”.
I lost it. I spent all night upstairs crying. daughter kept oncoming up saying “are you going to break up?”Son wanted to send food up.
So he came in before dinner and started in on me again!Didn’t even knock, barged in and said “are you coming down to eat?” and I saidno, and he was like – "you started making jabs at me ever since I walked in, andnot being nice and I said “I told you I was craving. You said you didn’t care”and he said “I don’t.” I then informed him “that’s the reason I don’t want tocome down”.
Now I’m starting to think that maybe my marriage wasn’treally all that great. Maybe I was just numb. And now that I’m venerable and Ican see things clearer, he doesn’t like that. I left this AM without sayinggoodbye and he was clearing the driveway. I gave him a look and he shouted “Goodbye!” like HE was mad. I’m dreading this weekend.
Thanks for letting me vent. It actually helped to write itall out! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH