So frustrating :(

Not only am I not PF but it's getting worse!!  I had been leaving eyelashes alone, but have been pulling at the corners.  I know I'm doing it but just can't stop.  I had grown in the eyebrow area that is closest to my nose and now that's being affected as well.  So much for looking halfway decent for Florida next week :(  Not sure if it's emotional stress or what.  I'm always tired since I haven't been sleeping too well.  My stomach is always in knots from constant nerves.  I'm so consumed with this trying to get pregnant that it's all I ever think about and it's effecting my work.  So now I can't walk in to work without feeling sick to my stomach wondering what else I may have screwed up.  I just wish I could find a way to control my emotions and ease the tension and anxiety a bit.