So frustrated
So know that we are TTC after having Ian. And wouldn't you know it i have had 2 normal cycles and now i am just randomly bleeding when ever the heck my body feels like it. Not like spotting but heavy clotting more than period bleeding for 2 days at a time when ever it feel like it. I have no idea when i am Ovulating if im ovulation when to start counting my cycle. It so freaking frustrating. Everyone is getting pregnant agian and i so want to be part of the group. I cant help but be jelouse. I have a healthy happy little 7 month old that I love more than life its self and yet here i am feeling horrible for wanting another one and not being happy with what i have. I need to pray for peace with what i have and be happy for that i have been blessed with.
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Hello! Good to hear from you. Sorry you are down. It takes a long time for your body to recover from the pregnancy and all of the hormones. Why not get a few dozen opk\'s from the dollar store to start tracking your cycle daily? Or invest in one of those ovulation watches I\'ve read so much about. Stay positive and be proactive by charting your cycle again. Think positive thoughts. Look at your wonderful son and BELIEVE that it will happen again! Much love to you! xoxo
It\'s normal to feel like that!! TTC can be so stressful!! Hope you all can welcome another precious little one soon :)
i understand how you\'re feeling..were trying again too and sometimes i feel like im being selfish, but i think it jsut says how much we were meant to be mothers that we are enjoying these babies so muhc and longing for another! prayers to you!!!