So friendship is over

So last night when friend X came to get her little one I told her that I was bothered by the fact that she bought baby's daddy a PS3 and that I felt like she was taking advantage of me and the fact that I've been watching him. She stormed out last night all sorts of pissed and of course this morning I get a nasty text from her. So the texting began. And of course I know I said some things that I probably shouldn't have said, but I was pissed also!! So finally after who knows how many I finally get the "now i know what type of person you are and i don't want to be friends with someone like that". Well I know it was to get me to feel bad, which I all ready do, she was only a few of my girlfriends up here and I know I ruined the friendship by telling her what I did. But now that I think about it, I have no reason to feel bad. This is how I felt and I thought that a friend would tell another friend how they felt so they could work through it. But she doesn't seem to want to and is just turning everything around on me. Which is bullshit!! She keeps telling me that she offered money all the time, which is bullshit! The only thing she ever offered (and this was because I told her that I would take ciggys instead of money) was ciggys and that has been 2 packs. It's just stupid, because I never once asked her for anything to watch him, NEVER!!  I guess I'm just the type of person that if someone does something like that for me I would try and give them money or baked goods or something whenever I could. And most of the time wouldn't even get a thank you out of her.  I know she didn't do this purposely, which I told her, but it still happened and my feelings got hurt. It's just amazing that people could careless about the ones that help them out. I don't want to stop helping people out, it makes me feel good, but I'm so scared now that I'm going to wind up in the same situation.  I keep thinking that I should have just left it alone and not worried about it, but something told me to tell her. I don't know if it's for me or her to learn from, but I hope I figure it out soon. I've been crying on and off for the past two days now and I'm afraid I'm heading down a depression path. Which I soooo don't want to go down. I'm just sad that I've lost, what I thought to have been, a very good friend.   On a good note though, just got a call from our local movie store and I won a free rental. Which is cool. We'll now have something new to watch this weekend.