So busy and yet nothing is going on
11/13/11
A lot of great things have happened this week for me. I got accepted as a member of my church and I got full time employment at one of my jobs. This means that I can quit the other one and move on. I am also about to get health insurance and I also just got my first credit card.
I began taking weight loss suplements even though I don't really need them. I am going to be running a 5K next weekend and I want to be in the best shape I can be in for that. I feel like the pills have worked a little bit, but I am not sure how I feel about them yet. I am still spending a little more money than I would like, mostly signing up for these dating sites I have been messing around on.
I am still doing terrible with women. I can't really even meet one that wants me online. I just keep ramming my head into a brick wall in that regard. Will the wall break first or will I?
I would bet on the wall breaking first because I am not ready to give up and I feel like I keep getting a fraction closer each time I try.
I am not really having fun going out with my roommates anymore. There is always drama and it's not even that fun to begin with. I am having trouble finding fun right now because of how much presure I feel to have fun and get a girl to like me.
Things are looking brighter, but also more challenging every day.
A lot of great things have happened this week for me. I got accepted as a member of my church and I got full time employment at one of my jobs. This means that I can quit the other one and move on. I am also about to get health insurance and I also just got my first credit card.
I began taking weight loss suplements even though I don't really need them. I am going to be running a 5K next weekend and I want to be in the best shape I can be in for that. I feel like the pills have worked a little bit, but I am not sure how I feel about them yet. I am still spending a little more money than I would like, mostly signing up for these dating sites I have been messing around on.
I am still doing terrible with women. I can't really even meet one that wants me online. I just keep ramming my head into a brick wall in that regard. Will the wall break first or will I?
I would bet on the wall breaking first because I am not ready to give up and I feel like I keep getting a fraction closer each time I try.
I am not really having fun going out with my roommates anymore. There is always drama and it's not even that fun to begin with. I am having trouble finding fun right now because of how much presure I feel to have fun and get a girl to like me.
Things are looking brighter, but also more challenging every day.
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So happy to c u doing so well :)
U shud wait im sure the rite gurl will come around and u being a christian now and in Gods fellowship u shud be focusing on him and not on who gurl u can get k hun on Him :D
U shudn get a gurl to like u they shud liuke u for u k be happy smile and remember God first k center in ALL things
-Dia
omg dude, just stop wasting ur money on such websites... this is NOT love... Look when u meet the one i promise u that ull never be urself again, when u capture her chemical fermones ur head will be spinning. And u won\'t be able to concentrate on ANYTHIN... Its a strong bond that can be formed when u chemically get attracted... I say socialize more.. Aren\'t there some art clubs? I dunno try to attend as much occasions, social occasions where ur girl of dreams might be... Ur young, just never forget that :) ur doin the best thing by not getting involved with their drama... Keep the hard work!! And please, please please make sure that u consult a doctors before u take any pills please... U can\'t believe the dangers... Please okay? U dont want to get breasts in 5 years or somethin.... Hormones are not a game at all!!
I have to say congrats on the first part. I havent been on much here lately but its good to hear that things are going pretty well. As for the girl part, dont rush. I know you\'ve been trying to meet girls and stuff and its just not working out for you much. but there\'s a girl out there waiting to meet you and when you two meet things will seem so much easier. Any girl would be crazy not to give you a chance because your are a very nice man and seem to know where you are going in life. when you find love, it is the most amazing thing you could ever experience and it will change the way you look at things forever. I Pray that you\'ll find a woman you that treats you right and loves you for who you are. And dont everrrr give up because all this looking you\'re doing will be so worth it. and who knows, the love of your life could be right there before your eyes. However, love is not to be rushed.
I wish you the best of luck! :)