It is snowing here again. After years of experiencing very limited amounts of snow we are having a real winter. A winter in which i do not feel good enough to get out and play in the snow with my kids. It is so frustraing that I can't stand it. Makes me wanna go out anyway and later suffer the consequences. Girls are not happy that i am in so much pain and are trying to help out as much as possible. Dr. gave me some hope yesterday but also put suspiscion in my head as to why i am having these mew symptoms. Just hoping for a resolution. If i were an animal i would be a cat so all I would really want to do is curl up and sleep my life away. Then i would also be a night person and would hunt the night away. Wish I could turn myself into a cat. Then I would be happy to sit here like a lump on a log. Love to everyone and a million hugs but very gentle ones.