Snowed in...

snow really started coming down last night, and hasnt stopped. i dont think we have gotten this much snow here that stuck for 8-10 years! im going to post some pictures, going to sled my preggo belly down the hill... lol. carefully of course. this really puts a damper on my plans to get bills paid up as i cant work, but i have a job, and that is good. i found my ex in the casino again the other night, lol..... when i went to drop off a friend from christmas shopping. i thought about just leaving, but nope, i went up to him and asked him to come downstairs to talk to me. lol, he looked like he about shit his pants. i informed him that i worked there, so hopefully he wont be coming in there. i have to be happy around customers and keep myself calm, last thing i want to see is him coming in there with some girl or something and me getting upset. we talked, he tried to "inform me" lol that he was not getting back together with me no matter what i did, i told him not to flatter himself. that i did not want him back and that me and Ariyah were perfectly fine without him in our lives. that he was a selfish liar, as he tried to tell me that he can no longer have a good christmas because of my calling his parents. i told him that he brought it all upon himself by his lies. he apologized for fucking up my life, lol, i told him that NO ONE can have the privelege of fucking up my life but me. and that my life was perfectly fine, if not would be better. he keeps worrying about what people will think of him. i said lets look at the facts, you KNEW I was pregnant, and you left me to the birds when i was sick. you KNOW Its your baby, but you deny her when confronted, how do you think of yourself? no matter what you cannot hide those facts behind the navy or work.  he walked away after a bit, i said fine, just keep running, its what you do best, and i left.  he called the next day asking if i need anything, lol, for the first time. of course i said nope. well, going to go play in the snow now, should have some pictures up soon.