Snow Snow Go Away !!!
It's snowing AGAIN..I cant stand it any more. Like my grief I want it to end. But like my grief its going to linger on for a while. And just when you think things are looking brighter it comes back. And then it will haunt you for a few more months and keep coming back year after year. How depressing.I hope this is just the snowy day making me feel so bleak. What happend to the optimistic Lori. The Lori that was going to kick griefs butt. I made up my mind I dont want to write how great I'm doing because it usually backfires on me and then I'm in a rut for weeks...Lori learn that this is an emotional roller coaster and the days are not going to be the same. And they certainly wont be easy. You have to take the good with the bad......Now I really think I'm losing it. I'm yelling at myself in my own journal..Now to practice what I preach. One day at a time. I will have my good and bad days. I have to take them as they come...Hopefully with a smile on my face and not a tear in my eye. And always love in my heart.
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It helps to write out about the good and bad. Make sure you include both. It is important. Then you can go back and read how you were doing. It is cathartic. We also need to know that you are having a bad day. We can support you both ways. Hugs to you.
Becky
Always love in your heart, a great feeling. I get mad at myself when I have those really down days, then I try to tell myself that this is normal, its o.k. Its just that we don\'t want to feel like that ,not when we have had a few better days. Hang in there my friend. Here for the good and the bad, and the in-between...
You\'re on track honey - good and bad days - each one you\'ll get up and get through no matter what your emotions are doing - you\'re very special, and a very supportive friend here at D.S. - tell yourself that we\'re all here for you, at any time - vent when you need to, and when you have good days - share them with us - Snow? I\'m so jealous - I absolutely love the snow and we\'ve had a more than mild winter here in Jersey.
Global warming? Who knows - but I\'d give anything for one big great snowstorm......take care - in my thoughts & prayers,
HAng in there girl friend!! Spring is coming..It is here for us in Alabama. The only thing is it doesn\'t take away the pain..My heart is still lonely~~
Lori, It is so hard to go through the good and bad days and seems so unfair to bounce around so much. The good days will start to come more often, but we have to face the bad ones and get through them. I talk to myself, so don\'t feel bad. I have to encourage myself, because no one else here does. I don\'t mean any of you, i mean my family and so called friends. It is blizzarding here and i am snowed in. I live 7 miles from town, and the road is closed to get to town. I can\'t wait for spring. It helps so much. I love to sit on my porch, even if it is with the dogs only. Spring is coming soon. Big hugs to you.
Hi Lori...sorry your so hurt and sad. I\'m your neighbor from the north. I live in New Hampshire. The snow is even higher up here. But it WILL end. Happy days are coming Lori. The sun will shine, and it will be warm again.....and I hope you\'ll feel better.
Hugs,
Joey