Snicker... another nightmare

I dreamt I was on a safari with friends... floating along, discovering life... we stopped at a hut/cafe and I decided to continue on and they would catch up later.   As I went to get into the boat that would take me further along on my adventure, I got attacked by two very angry guys on the pier.   Why did they attack?   Don't know.   But I got beat up pretty good... But I was ok, just a little bruised, so I got into the small boat, began to float along... and coming up behind me was a hippo, slowly catching up, slowly opening it's mouth as if to bite the boat...
I get those sometimes.   Deja Vu dreams.   Today, the two guys is the person I spoke to this morning.   Ever been around someone so stressed that when you asked them to teach you something all you get is the anger and the stress that they don't even know that they're spewing, then get told to do something while at the same time running away from you without telling you anything at all?   Yep, that's what happened today.   He was supposed to give me some things to plan on for my business plan... all I got was to check into the american associations online.   Beat up but fine, lol....
That hippo... that's the bank.   The angry guy's stress is all over me and I just have to clean it off, pick out what I can get in the future and try not to let it bother me, still keep focusing on my plan so that when I face that hippo, I can maneuver around it, lol.  
And btw, the fear is almost tiny now!   (well except for being so tired last night that the fear was the reason I dreamt).   I GOT THIS!   Later!

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trisha9054
trisha9054

That would so make me angry. Guys at banks sometimes think they are GOd. Thinking about that money they have to care for. You might have to think outside the box to get this done. There are still goverment loans for small business. This might be what you were asking him about. There are also small loans for women going into business.

As I write this I\'m thinking I should look into these too. You just gave me an idea.
CowgirlKathi
CowgirlKathi

You have VERY vivid and imaginative dreams. I rarely remember what I dream. What do you eat before going to bed? Maybe I\'ll try some LOL.
mtnlionbait
mtnlionbait

Trisha9054, the angry guy was a dog trainer who boards dogs.... I had asked him if he could tell me what insurance rates are like, what kinds of things he was unprepared for in the beginning.... he said he was gonna call me, did, then told me that the stuff he had to tell me was too much to say over the phone but wanted to email me on (like typing was faster?), and then said to check into the association which is no longer that association... Whatever, lol. His stress was so tangible that I could almost feel myself shaking out of response to it...

The hippo, is the bank about to eat everything around me when I hand over the business plan and he begins to chew on it, lol. Not happening yet (which is why it\'s creeping slowly closer), but coming.

And CowgirlKathi, health food, lol because I\'m trying to get in shape. But the dreams happen when my fears become overwhelming - especially when I\'m overtired - and the thoughts on my fears are the last thing I pray about just before going to sleep and they seep into my psyche by the time I wake up. All these dreams happen just before sunrise and in color. But, at the same time, I understand them and lately because my fear is shrinking, I find them entertaining because I wake up knowing exactly where I\'m going and how to get there.