Snapped

I just snapped
there's this song we're singing in chapel tomorrow and I need to transpose it.
I can't right now.  My stupid anxiety is way to high I can't think.  I can't do this simple thing.
I'm sitting at my desk, hands shaking.
My roomies are within calling distance, my doors even open but no one has walked by and looked in.
 
I just snapped
I went digging through one of my desk drawers for something sharp.  Nothing.  I made sure of that before.  I'd have to go to the bathroom or kitchen to find something, but my anxiety so high, I can't walk.  So, I guess that means I'm safe.
But I'm stuck - hitting my head against the wall - I want to transpose this little tune, or find it somewhere on-line in this key!  Anybody know where I can get "Ancient of Days" in the key of A?????